They talk to me.
Voices.

I hear voices in my head
The council me
They understand
They talk to me.

They tell me things that I will do
They show me things I'll do to you
They talk to me, they talk to me.

You got your rules and your religion
All designed to keep you safe
But when rules start getting broken
You start questioning your faith
I have a voice that is my savior
Hates to love and loves to hate
I have the voice that has the knowledge
And the power to rule your fate

I hear voices crying
I see heroes dying
I taste the blood that's drying
I feel the tension rising

All the lawyers are defenseless
All the doctors are disease
And the preachers all are sinners
And the police just take the grease
All you judges you are guilty
All the bosses I will fire
All you bankers will have losses
And politicians are all liars

I see darkness falling
I hear voices calling
I feel justice crawling
I see faith has fallen

Kong Sei Lao (Michael Miu) has just returned to Hong Kong from Taiwan and wants to quickly find is daughter Yau Yau (Elanne Kong) to mend their relationship and also plan revenge. He pretends to surrender to Do Yik Tin (Lum Lei) who caused him to be jailed. On the other hand police officer Cheung Lap Man (Ron Ng) has been assigned a special assignment and good friend and police officer Lei Pak Kiu (Samuel Chan) are like a family. Pak Kiu continues to be strong and continues to be friends with Lap Man but Lap Man can only help the police investigate this case further in order to capture Sei Lao by becoming an undercover cop. But when evidence had proven the guilt of Sei Lao and Lap Man managed to have a good relationship with Sei Lao the police force did not let him reveal his real disguise yet wanting him to continue on being an undercover cop and so during this time Lap Man becomes one of Sei Lao’s people and turns his back on the police force….

Yik Tin keeps a close watch on Sei Lao but purposely shows that he trusts Leung Siu Tong (Michael Tse) more and intentionally puts him in a high position but Sei Lao has all the information to be able to plan the revenge and uses Yik Tin’s wife Ching Yeuk Yui (Kathy Chow) in the organization as an influence to help Sei Lao up the ranks. But when he thought that he was in control, his drug dealing business failed and Sei Lao discovers that the people he trusted the most betrayed, tricked and used him…





wow this hk drama really damn nice!!! i not sure if they are part 1 or part 2 to this sequel, but this sequel damn nice... but lately busy so haven't watch finish yet.. will watch finish a.s.a.p .. and 悠悠 is damn cute ! =Xxx and Laughing Kor damn cool~~~


P.S: comment is left and i replied u too. but the thing is , i dunnoe what to feel anymore. tmr is 1st june already. well. as i say, i dunnoe what to feel anymore. maybe as time goes by, maybe i got surprises or anything. well, just let fate decide ba, although i dun really trust fate. For now, i only trust myself, myself. and myself. i love it when people misunderstood me, people thinking i can't study , people thinking i'm bad. and when i 'm proof them wrong, i like to see their expression. my diploma course might end in a very hurried manner, but its a stepping stone to my next lvl of education. ALL MY DOUBTERS( IF THERE IS), SCREW YOU!

tmr going crystal hse for dinner. its quite surprising too that suddenly that's a mdis gathering or some sort. well, maybe photos will be taken and uploaded here . if there is. a few have confirmed that they are going already.i hope all will come but i know it's just wishful thinking. pravina, miko, sze ling ,to name a few, together with the letters , make me feel so warmed because the friendship is so genuine and it brings the happiness in me.but slowly, most of them have to leave because they are not locals here, and someday they have to return to their country. so do i feel sad for myself that the friendship seems to be broken, or do i feel happy for them at least its another stepping stone for them , be it study or work?

so will i be wearing a 'mask' to see u all tomoro?


With mixed feelings,

K





now i realise something. people do care, but nt the way i wan it to be. i dun wan ppl to care when i tell them to.

i feel that when i tell them something, then they care. i believe i'm selfish but it's always better to have care and concern without telling them my problems. Well , i guess i will keep my problems to myself then. and when the day arrive, well, i'm not sure what i gonna do either.

With little care and concern

K
Has just realized that he is not the one killing the letters. The letters have always been in tact . dun get what i mean?

with confusion

K

been watching this Hk drama " 通天干探" . damn nice!!!!~

主演演员： 陈豪 元彪 黎姿 蒙嘉慧
邵美琪 姚嘉妮 郑嘉颖
黄智贤 元华

世上有各种稀奇古怪的事，往往令人匪夷所思。前世今生、冤鬼索命、 蛊毒、预知感应、冥冥之中是否早有定数，相信与否？其实在於一念！原火新本是一名干探，破案无数，在警界薄有名声，其後受到妻子带著女儿出走的打击，加上 一次行动时意外误杀一名金毛青年，内心生歉疚，对前途心灰意冷，毅然放弃一切到内地的宝禅寺作俗家弟子。虽然在寺中带发修行了十年，火仍未能从佛法中找到 解脱，但 练就了一身好功夫。一次楔机，火遵从师命跟一班师兄弟武僧回港，一方面为宝禅寺筹款，另一方面是籍著旧地从游以解开心结，火因而遇到一些神秘而不可思议的 经历。话说火以及众武僧表演之时，有一神秘金毛青年突然出现，此人语无轮次神情古怪，其後更中邪身亡。更令火震惊的是，其旧上司警司李志超亦是同样的情况 之下离奇死去，基於友情，火决定留下来查出事实的真相。。


thx to sister and sister's bf for talking to me the other day. Much appreciated .

life pretty ok. a game of soccer yesterday, vent all the aggression out really makes me feel better. but well, still looking forward to her talking to me someday. my energy is going to drain out soon.

with patience

K
i am just upset that u still talk to the rest of the letters except me. i mean what BS is this? am i not part of the group? i don't know what you are trying to do. trying to mia from me and make me feel bitter or wat? i think time will tell. . because u trying to make me disappear from this . but i already tell J wat i wanna say le... and she will be the snow white again because i'm trying to hard to keep this friendship.. at least i'm trying.

sometimes it's true that " never judge a book by its cover" . just take susan boyle for example. people tend to think that i'm fierce , like a ah beng. then only know how to play , dunnoe how to study . but well. i will proof these people wrong. results will proof . i've been working hard for my diploma last term and for the degree program, i will do the same too. because it's not just words.
it's a promise.

with a bit of upset

K

how am i gonna rescue this damn friendship, when u all makes me think that this friendship is nothing to u all?
woke up early today to jog at east coast. my usual route is >>>> . . but today, i decided to go by <<<< . then i pass by the bike rental shop, the jap restaurant and the sea where everybody play water sports there. and it remind me of the 5 letters again, especially her.


To B: I not sure what u been doing lately at sabah, but hope everything is alrite for you and remember to contact us when u are back .

To D: Gd luck in ur job.

To J: The things u do and gave us will nv be in vein. I know what u feeling rite now, because this feeling, i had it since april. Till now, it's still there. But well, what can i do man? i can only wait. i excercise, work and play just to forget, but at night, whenever i'm going to sleep, i always think of her , think of y everything have to happen like this , all without an answer. But what can i do man. I hope u will feel better too. cause i see ur blog and see u got some problem with ur friend too. Must take care alrite?

To L: Sister, to me, u have always been stronger than me. I have try to be as strong like u. but sometimes emotions are hard to hide. i hope ya understand . i know it's a doomed love. but i nv know it's seem like not only love is doomed. . . u get what i mean? ur blog haven been updated lately so i not sure how are u lately, but no matter what, you also must take care k?

To P: well., what more can i say already? Y would i feel like that ? some things , it takes 2 to make it happen. u are happy , doesn't mean i am. and i am happy doesn't mean u are. we have been close friend when u are in sg, and now u make me feel like i am boring to u now, since u got new friends there already. but i believe that's not the reason for not talking to me since. Well i dunnoe . We are close friends last time, i hope it doesn't change in the near future. i already got alot to say to u man. but i dun think now it's the appropriate time . cause i will still be waiting for u to talk to me.. cause i believe........


its always gd to say most things i wan on the blog. so i will feel better and in the mean time, they will know how i feel too. but life still goes on, be it sad or happy... to all my peeps that see my blog, thx alot.



with uncertainty


K




enlighten me ....



as i say i like to bombard everything here, be it happy or unhappy.. recently i cant sleep well because she still didn talk to me.. how long will this break end? y does it affect me so much? but then, i'm not weak alrite. . if not i will always be stuck at hm and not going out and work already. COME ON , i need the answers! pls , give me an answer. pls.........


with a confuse mind

K
went k box and eat with ken and yan zhen.. will update tmr...

anyway, the main purpose is to say that whatever i do in the past is always truthful... the personality i portray, the things i do for the 5 letters, especially 1 special letter, has always been genuine . The time i give , the things i sacrifice , i nv demand anything in return, because these 5 letters has become quite a impact in my life, be it gd or bad.. and now , the situation is bad. i dun wanna make it from bad to worse. and I've promise her that i will wait for her to talk to me. and i dun wanna break any promise to her at all. So, trust me, one day , as i say , i will come back stronger if i manage to come out of this ordeal. "friendship is forever " ....

i dun dare to lookk at ur number, i dun dare to look at the msn , i dun dare to look at ur profile , because if i do, i will definitely come and talk to u . . and since now, i still think for u that u need a break . do u know how i feel now actually? my special friend? i hate thinking back the times we have, so close as a gd friend.All i wish is that we can still be gd friends. that's all i wish for...

is granting my wish, that difficult ? my friend?


with a heartless heart

K



你说我对你紧紧跟随
你觉得疲惫
你一句话就　逼我撤退
没想到你说最近选择
－个人睡
我忍住眼泪　我尊重眼泪
孤独万岁　失恋无罪
谁保证　一觉醒来有人陪
我对于人性早有预备
还不算太黑
独身万岁　失恋无罪
爱不够爱你的人　才受罪
用过去悲伤换来自由
难道不珍贵
一个人崩溃
并不是在犯罪


nice song. enjoy peeps
wooo. just got back my results.. and can't believe my F and B , i got A for it . and my accounting got A too... comm and case studies got B . . so overall... 4 A, 3B, and 1 C ( damn marketing ) ... well at least i graduated MDIS with a diploma... next step , study again... considering options now... =)

with happiness

K
it's either u treat me like a friend, or i treat u like a enemy. . .

i can treat u so gd that no 1 can compare....

or i can hate u , like nobody business...

not specifying any1 , just in general....


with special regards...

K

congrats !!! =) . . . can see ur husband is a very nice guy .. so wish u happy marriage, and give birth to a chubby chubby cute cute baby =) . . remember to let me see and "bao" ur baby hor ^^( husband not in photo so dun anyhow guess)









life's been ok lately.. been jogging, doing the same routine.. but yesterday i was down with a flu... (hey , a normal flu , not a swine flu alrite ) ... nowadays due to the swine flu, people are getting paranoid . . for example, if u just open ur mouth and say " ah " ...... even b4 u say "CHOO" , ppl will start to run away from u.. IT"S TRUE!! i saw this b4... it's a funny sight to see anyway. . . i was buying mee pok the other day, and i nearly die luffing when i see this.. my mee pok nearly topple.. but phew, as a agile person, i manage to catch the ta-per-ware(how u spell it?) . . .

went to vivo to eat at the chicken rice shop beside the kopitiam with wendy... not too bad... but the dessert, wow .. it's so sweet. . i bet u after drinking 2 bowls, u will get diabetes straight... alrite i'm exaggerating but u can guess how sweet is that. . . but the chicken, tao geh, tao pok and egg was not bad... so , at least it's full and filling ^^ . . . then went to repair her sim card... and waited for like 25 mins just for 0 queue.. yes 0 queue!! 2015, 2016--> her next no. i'm pissed at the staff there. There are like enough staff to cater for us leh. then all dun bother, one guy was like seeing the monitor and looking so engross-ly . . makes me wonder is he watching........ hmm... ok nvm.. but i hate it when ppl laze around and nt attending to customer...

bon voyage to my brother who is going to thailand soon... take care...

sometimes, they say time will heal all wounds... well maybe.. at least i'm not as hurt compare to last few weeks . . but i still remember the times we met and study, went out , be it the two of us or with the 4 of them. . no matter where i go , as long its the places we been to, i will remember u...

always...

K
hi all...can't believe i have a blog... after all so many donkey yrs... i yo, makes me looks old.. wanted to keep this blog simple so didn really add any fancyful stuffs. . . i created this blog just to bombard all my unhappiness, happiness and watever i wanna say, wanna vent. .. so no offense to any ppl alrite. . .

some of my friends will know what i'm going through right now. . but to those that really wanna know even though i didn't really say,well, tmr then i elaborate here more ba....

p.s: my cbox got problem.. need help!!! =(

life still goes on because friends come and go.

They talk to me.
Voices.

I hear voices in my head
The council me
They understand
They talk to me.

They tell me things that I will do
They show me things I'll do to you
They talk to me, they talk to me.

You got your rules and your religion
All designed to keep you safe
But when rules start getting broken
You start questioning your faith
I have a voice that is my savior
Hates to love and loves to hate
I have the voice that has the knowledge
And the power to rule your fate

I hear voices crying
I see heroes dying
I taste the blood that's drying
I feel the tension rising

All the lawyers are defenseless
All the doctors are disease
And the preachers all are sinners
And the police just take the grease
All you judges you are guilty
All the bosses I will fire
All you bankers will have losses
And politicians are all liars

I see darkness falling
I hear voices calling
I feel justice crawling
I see faith has fallen

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The Name: Kenny Leo,"K",Ken.
The Age: 22.
The Birthday: 20th OCT 1987.
The interest: soccer,talking on the phone,studying( who will believe? =X).
The Email: Wallsofjericho87@Hotmail.com( fb, msn )